He told him 'Don´t be such a fool! We´re all alone'. The young one fell apart in tears. He wasn´t sure if it was or not true. And the fear of been true was painful. Such a shame having a heart been wasted in someone who is not a dreamer. Don´t try to change this indivudialy.
After some hard time...He moved on. Let it all behind him. Buried all the memories.
But some voice kept in his head. Coming at night all the nights. And letting him crazy. Onde day, he din´t avoid this voice. The one used to come right before he went to sleep. When it doesn´t stay all day long. And at night become a dream. It was a sweet sound. And honestly, he was just afraid of loosing this voice. This 'friend'. The only one left. He thought if he listen to this he may stop it of coming. But once, he inveted his almost lover, the one how told him about been all alone even around of a lot of people. When he wanted to come over to stay a little bit. He could come ´cause always would be a place inside him. Anytime. It´s always that empty place...Cold.
Then he remembered to watch the sky. Stars were all around the world. Shining. Flying. Falling. The lovely memorie came to his mind. When he asked to a star his lover. And the colorful and powerful star brought it. Quickly. Giving him the best night of his life. When he got inside and felt like loved...Just warm.
'Silly, wanna know why I keep my head down as I walk around?
Because you shine so bright my eyes can't stand it.' - Said the voice. So sweet and lovely.
The poor boy let his mouth fell down. He cried. Instantly. He was missing his best friend, the surreal one. You ALL know who I´m talking about. He was missing him like hell. Everyday was another day lost. Without him. And it wouldn´t get an end. Was gonna be this way, forever.
He finally smiled when he got lied to himself. Swearing he was still the same. And that piece of paper hidding in his pocket would touch both hands...Killing the distance. Taking his words and his fears away. To the hands of a safe scape. Of your lover.
Somewhere in the sky. There is a star watching both. 'Living', what rest of life for both. And this star is watching this deep movie. Conecting them. Someway.
Even they not seeing each other. A lot of stuffs are related and mixing they. Forever.
One thing this boy knew it. This surreal person, around 5.000 miles from his heart, would get him right. This broken lover could find the reasons of the words and his soul. Totaly and truly.
Then this voice went out. Maybe taking this dream with a star. Maybe letting him fell asleep.
Now alone, without a voice. A shine. An answer.
Vendo pela primeira vez.
Há 13 anos
Lindo Texto, Bastante conteudo e tudo que está escrito é verdade :)
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