I had changed.

I waited for hear you saying: 'No! He wouldn´t do this' or 'No way! I KNOW HIM, i´m sure that´s not him'. I waited for you defend me. Not be the first one blaming me. Pushing me away.
I´m wondering if I am regret or not. ´cause if I was you. I would wait. I would go find you. I wouldn´t stop for nothing. I wouldn´t understand how it could happen. I wouldn´t let you fall. Neither let you go. Not away from me. No way.
But now I know things. Finally, I´m seeing something I´ve already seen. Something that I know about it. After eight months of unknowing feelings. Of ununderstandle thoughts. I didn´t know what was going to happen. I just knew it. My ♥ was yours. Totally and only yours.

You´re dying about it too. You told me this. I´m sure you weren´t lying but We know is so different of what I felt. I´m deadly serius. You should know things. And nothing else matter now that I know that you don´t.
I´m not trying to be vitim. But I feel like I´ve been hurted. And i don´t think you have noticed how I´m feeling. Or even if you get sad about it you dind´t try save me. But you feel bad about my words. You plaied with my words. My feelings. My crying. Second time.

I was falling for get over you. It didn´t sound right. At least, i was confused. How could I get over you and become a friend? A really close friend? When I dont know...I may just like you as a boyfriend. I may just want you as a boyfriend. I´m not sure. I´m not sure at all...
My head is driving me crazy. You falled. You SHOULDN´T falled. ´cause you were perfect. You were surreal. And you don´t even care about it.

I´m feeling sorry. I´m feeling really bad.
I´m going to rest. All day. All week. All year.
Let my heart rest away. And not let him been wasted on you.